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Welcome to my digital journal! Here I write about my life and how I view and feel things on a deeper level. Before you continue I want to give a trigger warning, because these writings inculde sensitive topics about self-harm, mental health and unhealthy coping mechanisms. Proceed at your own caution!

13/3/2025

Tomorrow I have an imporant call to make, and I feel scared. How did I let my social anxiety go this bad? My hands are cold, and that time of the year is arriving. I miss that place. So cold but made me feel comforted. I miss it, even though I was suffering. 5 years ago it started to happen and now I feel empty. I wish I can go to that place soon, and remember all the things we used to do.

Hello. Here you can find information about me,, the one behind it all. I won’t share my real name because of comfort reasons, but you can call me Nezu. I’m just a person from 2006, who feels mostly like a girl and honestly I dunno, I dont care about that sort of stuff! I live in a cold country and it sucks. My personality and interests change a lot, and you can probably see it when looking at my updates on this website. I hope it doesn’t bother my future self or other people reading this. I also discuss +18 things in this website, so be aware! aiushdaidhiahdiusahisuahdiasudhaihd